My memories will fade when you're six feet under in your grave
What can I say, you've been dead to me for years
Since you disappeared and left me alone,
All them years to wonder what I've ..........

When I was little,
my life was brittle.
My heart was alone,
and I was just a clone.
You left me dad,
something of which i ain't glad.

I'm feeling lost,
and you never paid ..........

why can't she see,
These laughs and smiles are fake
& when uncovered,
The shattered pieces of my soul spill to the red tainted floor below.

Why doesn't she bother to notice,
These ..........

I reached for you
But I couldn't find you
I called for you
But you didn't answer
I trusted you
But you didn't care
Cause when I looked
You weren't there

I searched up ..........

Every year for Christmas our family came together,
the children played while the parents talked.
Christmas was always my favorite day out of the year,
but not just for the gifts, ..........

A fatherless son,
Staring in the face of his dad.
What happened to the time they had?
Just a minute, wait a second, be right there.
How many minutes and seconds faded ..........

did we ever play in the park?
did we ever get on from morning till dark?
did we ever have time to play, time to talk or time to love?

did I ever make it easy for you?
did I ever ..........

The day daddy walked out
Was the day I stopping feeling
I doubt, he loves me
I'm just someone he didn't see

At the door his bags were packed
He gave me a hug
And said he ..........

Waiting alone in a quiet room,
Bad things are what I start to assume,
I wait longer and longer for him to leave again,
As my body starts to feel nervous and numb,
The door opens and ..........

I remember when you would make me laugh
When everything seemed so perfect
The 4 holidays
The flash cars!

Everything just got too much.
The fighting began.
The nights, alone, ..........