Beautiful Boy - RIP Darling Adrian

My darling Adrian, my love and my joy
Can’t believe it’s today – you’re my birthday boy

Those beautiful blue eyes, so filled with delight
Still visit me in my dreams, so many a night

This ache in my heart, will never go away
It will serve as my reminder
Of my love for you each day

From the moment I carried you
So safe in my womb
God had his own plan
He would take you too soon

Such a special little soul
Filled with beauty so bright
Could only live in our world
On loan a few nights

Little did I know, 4 months and 22 days
My honour was to love you
In so many special ways

To kiss your beautiful face
And watch the sun rise
Those few fateful months
Would be the best in my life

To love and laugh and cry and feel
The life you had was so delicate and real

How did I ever kiss you goodbye?
How did I ever let you go?
This heart will break forever
Mommy still misses you so

Parents: Hold your children closer - kiss their faces, wipe their tears
Thank God every minute you have them
It could be days ... you pray it's years

My darling angel
My beautiful boy
Mommy loves you so much
You are my pride and joy

No mother should ever have to walk this lonely and painful road
The death of a beautiful child you know
Is just too heavy a load

Or maybe I am the lucky one?
For I had such a beautiful son….
If time was mine and I had the choice
I would change not a second,
It would be this mother’s choice

For a chance to have you near me
The beauty of your lifetime
Was so pure and what a wonderful chance
To steal a ray of sunshine!

You are my darling angel
And you’ve made me so proud
I’ll scream it from the mountain-tops
And sing it way out loud

Hey guess what friends, I’ve got something to say
You can talk about my angel
He’s my existence every day…
xoxoxoxo