Broken Heart

I knew that this would happen
that you would break my heart
it was stupid of me not to listen
I was stupid from the start
you told me you were different
now I no you are all the same
god gave me nothing... just a sh*t load of f*cking pain.
It's hard for me to hate you
it's hard for me not to care
because always in my mind she is going to be there
I want to forget it god knows I'm going insane
am I listening to my heart or thinking with my brain?
I wish I knew why you did it,
what you were thinking at the time
but then I know I don't want to know
anything more would drive me insane.

I love you but I wish I was strong
you don't deserve me now
hopefully you can prove me wrong
I'll always love you but you have really broken my heart
hope you know how to fix it because believe me I can't.
love you always xxxx