My Little Damien

My name is Courtney M. I'm 16 year's old.
Everyone told me I was young, too, young.
I know I was but I was ready
for my son Damien James M.
to come into this world.
I miss him so much.
God blessed me with a beautiful, health baby.
But 2 sort month's he felt like it would be to hard.
My baby boy left in the middle of the night right in my arms.
His cold, stiff little body where in mine when I a woke.
3 month's later still haunted by it you still give me a reason to smile Damien.
You are my little angel and you saved me.
I live my live for you baby, your my sweet pea.
August 26th, 08 was the best day of my life
and I thought would be the hardest thing I would ever do I life.
I was terrible wrong November 2nd, 08 was the worst and hardest day of my life.
There was so many thing's I had planned for my little guy.
To make me and his life better with daddy.
Daddy miss you too.
I lay awake watching him cry in his sleep calling for you.
Damien you will never stop being loved.
you where and are the best thing that has happen to daddy and me.