Angel Wings

I want to know if you can hear me
I talk to you all the time
To tell you how I am, how I am feeling
I want you to know that I am fine

Nothing will ever take the hurt
But I am so proud of your fight
For 6 years you battled, 6 different tumors
Guided by a blinding light

You lived for us children
We were your world, your dreams
But It came and took it all away
My heart feels torn at the seams

It breaks my heart to know
That you wont be by my side
How can I walk down the isle
Wearing your brooch and gorgeous smile?

I prayed for a sign, a gift
Something to show me that you were here
And you gave me my husband to be
He saved me, helped me with my fear

Jamie is a mum now, you would be so proud
He is so beautiful, with curly hair
And it's blonde, just like yours
But he wont ever know you, its not fair

I keep a photo of you
Its the one from your funeral day
Did you hear me as I told the story?
About how much I needed you to stay?

I said, "Mums has got her angel wings,
She has graduated from this place
To be honored forever in heaven
With your caring nature, your loving face"

I will never stop missing you
One more thing, its never too late
That when I leave the earth, when my time has come
You will meet me at the pearly gates...