Never Spoken

The days turn to night
And nights back to days
Over and over again..
The world around seems different in many ways..
This feelings of sorrow I will never
Seem to shed..
Wanting things I can never have..
To say last words in a different way..
To maybe say something meaningful before eternal silence..
What might I have said if only I knew..
If only I knew that the voice would be gone by the rolling of the morn..
I might have spoken these words,
I am sorry ..
I am sorry for the grief I have caused through our lives..
I forgive ..
I forgive you for the much pain you have forced upon me.. 
 I love ..
I do love you for the good person I have seen in you..
And I miss..
I miss you now and I will miss you always.