One day when I was young I heard a knock at my door
It sounded familiar, like I had heard it before
I opened the door and to my surprise
There stood a young lady with blond hair and brown ..........

why do I think putting this needle in my vein
is going to take away the pain
is avoiding my issues just going to make them go away
or are they still going to be there when my high is gone ..........

A naïve girl led down the wrong path
A promising future pulled from her grasp.
So innocent and true for him
her heart grew.
Blinded by a drowning soul
A helping hand pulled in the same ..........

My sweetest friend has gone away
The price of love, I cannot pay
In times of need, my darkest hour
Twas YOU my friend, to whom I'd cower
You took me up, and made me see
The other side ..........

The Queen of Pain,
Her Royal "Highness".
An Evil Dictator,
Who doesn't care less.
If a faithful servant,
Who worships her throne.
Dies like a pauper,
In the cold all ..........

They shun their families and their friends
and sometimes they lose their babies..

They play a game they can never win
while their loved ones live on hopes and maybes

They tell us ..........

You left loving friends
Out in the cold
All because addiction
Had taken hold

Friends that still care
You left behind
Still they tried to help
But you ..........

Sucked like a vacuum I held my fear,
built up anger you want to hold near.

Shaking and trembling is what I feel,
purging my thoughts is how I heal.

Feelings of emptiness that ..........

I am angry..
You made me believe you were the cure for my every kind of pain,
I had you wrapped around me while I let you take control of my veins.

At this point in time I didn't know ..........

Behind these eyes;
My entire soul cries;
Pieces of my heart;
Unfold under hurt;
All I have left to hold;
Is myself, behold;
Empty and broke;
Listen, my words are ..........