King Cocaine has come out smoking,
I've taken hit after hit.
It's plain to see he's not joking,
And it's obvious I should to quit.
There's no attack for me to mount,
I do not belong in ..........

I planned it all...a long time ago...the perfect picture...
But never knew how hard it would be on me...
I'm afraid for once...not of monsters, death, sickness, phobias, or Michael...
Deeply ..........

What are these emotions, it’s hard to tell.
In my mind, I close my eyes and picture you going to jail.
Me, the wife type.
You, in the drug life
I have a mind of my own,
But I don't ..........

You think it’s cool when you get high.
You don’t even see the things that go by.
Time flies when you’re having fun.
But one day you body can’t handle
What you have done.

Your body ..........

I am beginning to want you, before I even know you.
I am wanting to save you, before I can hold you.

And I am mad, which for both of us is true;
But my addiction is not brown or white - ..........

I wake up in the morning, see your not there.
By 10am I feel sick, I need you my dear.
Why can’t I have you all the time.
I need you. It hurts me it makes me cry.
I can’t handle the ..........

Deep down inside my demons dwell,
So secretly I’ve kept them well,
Where were you the night I fell?

Hell I fell deep into a hole,
Misplacing for some time my soul,
For 12 whole ..........

boy you used me like a toy
boy how could I have left you
I miss you boy
I miss feeling you in my mind body and soul
I don't miss forgetting what's on my mind
boy you made me so numb ..........