Alone in my head,
I'm feeling so low,
You wont understand,
No one can know.

My eyes are so tired,
I can't sleep at night,
Your face haunts my dreams,
When I turn out the ..........

my room, dark black
my nightmares come back
my past, won't leave me
I need some one to free me
deep hurt, my pain
all the regret makes me insane
my eyes, wet
the reasons why, ..........

I’m crying my eyes out,
But no one can see,
Because it’s deep,
Deep inside of me.

What do you do when you want to turn back?
But you can’t because its
All just pitch ..........

When time runs out and your heart needs to say so much more
But the heart that should hear it is gone now forever
And you are left with a raw nagging sore.

Then reach for your paper, ..........

Many nights I drowned myself in tears, because you caused my family so much pain over the years.
My sister you mentally and physically abused, and my brother you unfairly used.
He was ..........

Why did I decide to change the course of my life?
I was impatient and naive that I let people take advantage of me.
My life has turned up side down and now it is crashing down.
I thought I ..........

Here I am, stumbling down the street
The rain's pouring down
I'm staring at my feet

But splashing on my feet it is
my tears and not the rain
They're are salty and ..........

everyday it's hard to let you go,
soon they will be taking my heart out and stamping on it.
I failed at being you mum cause the drugs made me resent you
now I'm clean my heart aches for ..........