Mili Jain

I tried a million times
But could never find the words
My memories are fading
And now they are all blurred
Everything has been going
My joys, hopes and fears
What stays beside me
Are my cries and tears
Like a shining ray of hope
You lit my dark sky
I couldn't make it to you
But I've still got to try
When I though I lost it all
You came from behind
You searched what I had lost
What I wasn't going to find
I was afraid to believe
To live another dream
I couldnt get a word out
Even when I wanted to scream
I let you guide me
Through every up and down
You made me laugh and smile
And removed every frown
I know I had no right
To want you every time
But yoe were always there
And didnt ask for a dime
I know I'd be never able
To put it all in words
I hope you understrand
What I feel through this verse....

I can't concentrate on anything I do.
The sky is turning grey from being sunny and blue.
I'm trying to stay out of every feud.
At this moment, I am feeling confused...

Those disturbing thoughts take over my mind.
Torn pages of this book called life, I need to bind.
At every turn, I was being fooled.
At the moment, I am feeling confused...

I need to find out, to get back what I had.
I'll put an end to everything that turns bad.
I need to stop being just used.
I need to stop feeling so confused.