Sarah

Mommy, Mommy, don't let me go.
I wanna see the world
and know everything you know.
I wanna see the world
the way it is today.
I wanna see the world
before it goes away.
One day, I may very well cure a disease.
Please don't keep this dream from me.
I want a chance to breath the air.
I want a chance, now Mommy, this isn't fair.
I want to feel love, sadness, and hate.
I want my own name, life, and fate.
I don't ask for much, just to survive.
I want to open my eyes and know I'm alive.
I want to change the future to make a better place.
I wanna be able to see your beautiful face,
wake up each morning and live another day,
and someday dig the hole of my grave.
So mommy, you hold my life in you hands.
If you drop me now I will understand.
Forget about the guilt weighing you down.
Mommy, please take my body and lay it in the ground
'cause I am yours and forever will be.
Just tell me mommy,
why don't you love me?

Depression is a state of mind
but remember my dear
it is a crime
to cut the throat of a beloved soul
and suck the life from within the hole
cross out the lies that left your lips
and drink the blood with thirsty sips
snap her bones into shattered glass
hold your breath until the screaming pass
shout her name from miles away
he doesn't move he doesn't stay.

Rip the wound with foolish tears
and cover the scar with dreaded fears
taste the pain on your own bandaged tongue
and drip the tears into her precious lungs
shoot the smile from her face
and bring her to a forbidden place
screaming, she runs away
he doesn't move he doesn't stay.