I believe in lots of things,
But I don't believe he can change.
Made me believe I was in the wrong,
Made me ashamed
When he was the blame all along.
I hid my face and closed my eyes.
I sat still in panic and wondered why.
Why were these things happening?
Why was this man doing this to me?
I walk among the ones who've cried,
Whose innocence was taken in a blink of an eye.
At that moment I just wanted to die.
Every face I saw was his in disguise.
Would he come back
And attack again?
Would he wait from a distance watching my every move,
Waiting for me to be alone,
Waiting for me to show him my home?
He knows my face, he knows my name.
He's a free man; that will never change.
My Fear Of A Rapist Returning
First off I can say you're not alone, I was raped in 04' weeks before Xmas and till this day I don't look forward to xmas. And know this, it isn't your fault. You did nothing wrong. I'm sorry...
He Will Never Change
Published: March 2014