These are the hard times I'm going through,
These are the happenings of recent and new.
Abandonment from family young and old,
Pop dying and run away, brother's soul has been sold!
Self consciousness is now so strong,
Thought of eating feels so wrong!
Pushing everyone so close away
When all I need is for them to stay
Killing myself slowly with each puff
For the world opening up my muff
Turned into such a slut
This is not the end but...
Drinking away all of my brain cells
Tears on my pillow in puddles and wells
Resulting from my pain is depression and shame
Not wanting anyone else to now know my name.
This is an amazing poem and made me look at my life and want to make it change for the better! I cut and have recently started drinking and smoking and life just feels so worthless so I know...
Just Another Teenage Girl With Hard Times
Published: March 2009
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