My Angel, My Muse

• by Lori
• 4 years ago

I am losing my mother right now. She lying in a hospital bed 30 miles away as I let in my bed sick and quarantined. The doctors don't really know what she has nor do they know what I have. But it is not about me it is about her. I know I will get over this whereas my mother has chosen death over life. She has all medication and nutrition IV's removed. All she is receiving in pain medication and oxygen. That's it. I sit here in my bed wondering why she would choose to leave us. She has been in the hospital now for 8 weeks. I don't want to lose my mommy:-) .

• by Hannah, San Diego
• 5 years ago

I lost my mother almost 8 months ago, only weeks after my high school graduation. She was my everything. I was out with my boyfriend one night at a hotel, and the next morning I got a call from my sister saying our mom didn't wake up. No one knew she was dying from heart disease. All she cared about was putting me and my sister into a better home where we were safe and taken care of, and then she passed on. To this day, I swear she knew she was going to pass at a certain time. I miss her so much. I've grown so independent, and now I am enlisted in the Navy to serve my country and make her proud. I am no longer depressed she's not walking this earth, because now she's walking with angels, and I know she's right beside me at this very moment guiding me in the right direction. I love you, mom. Gone but NEVER forgotten.

• by Queenie
• 5 years ago

I lost my mum on may 24th 2013. I feel like I don't know quite who I am without my mum here. We spent every day together, I held her hand and wished away her pain, but after years of fighting my mum died. I'll always love you my darling mum xxx

• by Patsy Ruth Graham, Texas
• 6 years ago

I lost my mother 3 years ago March 10th 2010 she was the best mom a child could ever have. She was there when I was hurt she was there to wipe away my tears she was my best friend she was a good wife for 55 years. She also was a good grandmother who loved here grandchildren. I only wish that she was here to know her 6 great grandchildren she never got to know how sweet each one of them are. I love and miss you mom so much I think of you each and every day but I know one day we will be together again. What a blessed day that will be I love you mom.

• by Jaime, Pawtucket
• 6 years ago

My mom was taken from me 5 yrs ago today (May 31,2013). She definitely wasn't suppose to go yet. If it wasn't for the doctor overdosing my mom on pain drugs that she was having an allergic reaction to and listened to my mom when she said what her symptoms were, I probably would still have my mother with me today. I don't think I can ever get over that. I saw my mom the night before and I remember her beautiful smile and the smell of her hair after she got out of the shower. I also remember the day of her death when I had to say my last goodbye. I will never get my mom who was also my best friend back. I was left taking care of my little sister 15 years old along with my 13 year old and 3 year old. It's not easy looking at my family and remembering all the times we spent together daily as a family even though I lived on my own. I miss her so much and will never stop feeling like this till we meet again. I love you mom.

• by Mersady, Mesa Az
• 6 years ago

I'm a fifteen years old. I lost my mother last year to cervical cancer. I remember when I was just a little girl I would cry to her and say "mom why do we have to die, I'm scared to die" and her response was "don't be afraid baby, everybody dies" and she always comforted me. When my mother was on her death bed she said "I'm scared to die" and I replied "mommy, don't be scared everybody dies" and as much as I tried to comfort her like she did for me, she was devastated leaving me and my brothers behind was her worst fear. When I would cry to my mom she would say "your crying makes me sicker, and I need to get better"

• by Miss E
• 6 years ago

I lost my mother 10 months ago 2 days before Christmas. She turned 50 in November that very same month she got sick. We didn't realize that is was so serious. I guess she also didn't know. She tried being strong for us didn't want me and my brother to see what she's going through. When we took her to the hospital they said that she had brain tumors it felt like my life could end. Why the person whom I loved so much, my life, my mummy, the one which I can't picture my life without, why does this have to happen to her. She was such a lovely person a heart of gold she lived her life for me and my brother. 2 days before Christmas we got a call from the hospital to say my mother didn't make it. I couldn't believe my mother why her I miss her so much. I need her still so much my life is just so incomplete without her. I just hope that she knows how much I love her and that I would give anything just to hear her voice again. Love you always mummy mwah gone to soon.

• by Porterville Ca
• 7 years ago

I lost my mother in March of 2009. She was 47 years young. She died in her sleep.... I was pregnant at the time with my 3rd child... I was 8 months pregnant. All I could think of at that moment. Was she's not going to be there for the birth of the baby, she was there right by my side with my other 2 children. I miss her everyday. I dream of her often.

• by Carol Griffith, Scott City Mo.
• 7 years ago

My mother passed away nineteen years ago her birthday is August 12th. And I miss her so much I need her and don't understand why God had to take her from me. Their is not a day that goes by that she is not in my thoughts every little thing seem to remind me of her in some way I can't wait until the day we can be together again my heart is so heavy without her. God took her JUST WHEN I NEEDED HER MOST.

• by Dessie, Kentucky
• 7 years ago

I lost my mother six years ago in June and her birthday is coming up and I still miss her think about her everyday and wish she was here with me but I know she is not in pain anymore she had lung cancer and I know he is watching over my family waiting for us to meet again I love you mom and not a moment goes by that I don't think about you

• by Saras
• 7 years ago

I lost my mother just a fortnight ago. A sudden illness for about a months time has taken her away from me. She was such an innocent and a lovable mother to me who was not even knowing her disease while she was leaving the world. Words cannot express my last days with her seeing her leaving me day by day, hour by hour, just looking at her hands tied up. Just went helpless at those painful moments. If there is a rebirth to me let it unite us again.

• by S H Mort
• 8 years ago

My Mother died in 2005. I was her only daughter and I still miss her so!

Our life on earth is numbered in days and months and years,
Of all the things I've lost in life none will ever be quite so dear!
Your sweet smile, your tender touch that only a Mother can give,
I loved you so, and miss you still, I wish you could have lived.
You left this world behind you and now heaven is your home,
and with your memory in my heart I know I will never be alone!

• by South - Africa
• 8 years ago

My mother went thru a long period of suffering she got paralyzed and struggled to adjust. She was always a very busy mother and all in one to me the greatest mother on earth. She passed away in 2009 at the young age of 39. We are 2 siblings my sister was only 14 & I was 21. We lost her at difficult ages and we miss her so much but she's in a better place and she'll always be looking after us both, she was truly a amazing person

• by Pam, Tennessee
• 8 years ago

I lost my mom a year ago, and 3 weeks later gave birth to my 3rd child but first son, and it was so bittersweet. I miss my mom so much she was my best friend and the strongest lady I have ever known.