She thinks its all okay.
She expects me to forget the pain,
She caused me every day.
Things seen and heard being drilled in my head,
She doesn't love me, she doesn't care,
Is what she has said.
It is so hard for me
but I am forced to be normal
..She chooses not to see..
She tore my life apart.
with all this hate and despise
It was hard to make a new start.
What have I done to deserve this.
A monster in my life,
She thanks my crying for her bliss.
My heart sinking deeper then the ocean
at just the sound of her name.
hiding my true emotion.
Sitting, waiting. . all night I pray.
For her to stop
to go away.
but will she ever leave?
so I can stop this same old Prayer
Maybe then it won't be so hard to breathe
Maybe then life will seem fair.
Thoughts of her go through my mind,
I try to block them out.
But I was stuck there for such a long time.
They make me mad.
so No she hasn't succeeded
for I am no longer sad.
I have cried enough tears to fill up the sea,
there is nothing left to do
but let the bad thoughts flee.
I tell myself to forget
but the dreams that haunt me every night
are about one thing. . her ..and the time that I regret.
She made me realize I have no trust.
Not even for myself,
She made me forget the feeling of lust.
So I want to thank her,
for I can no longer be hurt.
Maybe one day we will meet again.
I cant wait for that day to come,
just so I can remind her
She is no longer my mum.
Angry At Mother Poem
Hey Leah. I relate to your poem so much. Ever since I was old enough to talk I've been fighting nonstop with my mom. Its gotten to the point to the point where I have to see my guidance...
No Longer
Published: May 2008
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