Abuse Poem

Poem About Sexual Abuse By Mother's Boyfriend

One of my mom's ex boyfriends sexual abused me for two years and messed up my childhood. To this day I am afraid of men.

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I know how they feel. It happened to me when I was 8 or 9 and I was in care for 7 years but I'm out now but I still live with all the pain. I'm now 18 I'm sorry that it happen to you. I think...

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Published: November 2007

Every summer day when mom left to go to work I was there left alone with him.
I remember he would always call me in and tried to take a nap with me.
He would turn on NASCAR and pretend to watch it he would get closer and closer.
He would try to get down my pants.
I would scream inside hoping someone would hear me.
I wondered how far he would go, but now I guess I know.
He ruined my childhood.
Every time my mom came home I wanted to tell her so bad.
He kicked us out on Easter night.
We left and got our own place.
I finally got up the courage to tell my mom.
She didn't believe me and told me to confront him.
I was to scared.
Couple weeks later he moved back in with us.
One night when my mom was at work he made me go into their room.
That night I lost my virginity.
A year later I finally got free.
My mom found the best boyfriend ever.
And he treats my like a princess.
A couple weeks ago my mom asked me if it was really true of what he had done.
I told her that I wasn't lying and now my mom blames herself.

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  • by Becky
  • 7 years ago

I know how they feel. It happened to me when I was 8 or 9 and I was in care for 7 years but I'm out now but I still live with all the pain. I'm now 18 I'm sorry that it happen to you. I think people like that should be locked up for life because it's not fair to all the child getting abused by the dirty man that's all

  • by Asher
  • 8 years ago

I remember growing up in a house with mother and 4 half brothers and sisters. All 3 of us girl were abused sexually and physicaly. My second older sister got out while me and my other sister had to stay. I am now 14 and yes I have been in and out of foster care since I was 3 years old. The state knew, they knew about our situation, but they didn't want us split up. Now I am in the system and have been for 2 years, yes, I miss my family but not the heartache and feeling alone.
To all of my mothers ex's who hurt me I know you'll pay in the end.
I just ....want to share some of my story, and guys who were physically and sexually abused there is hope don't be afraid forever.

  • by Debbie, Colorado
  • 8 years ago

I was abused for many years by my mother and her johns. She was a prostitute, and sometimes the guys liked "little girls." I remember the first time I was sexually abused, by my mother at age 3. I was also physically, emotionally, abused. My mother shot me in the head when I was 15, the bullet is still in my brain. Once, I had my fingernails ripped out with needle-nosed pliers. Everytime I would pass out, they would wait until I woke up, and pull out another one. The neglect was horrible, hospitalized numerous times from malnutrition. The system failed, they always gave me back. I am 57 years old and still in therapy. I have severe complex PTSD, and am still struggling. My health is not very good due to all the abuse. I understand. I truly understand.

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