Vandalizing Me

I was happy once
but never again
will I stand for your ignorance
and suffer your pain

I have tried to maintain
the sanity of mind
but every step I take
Is just a step behind

I look out of my window
and plan my escape
But the more I accomplish
the less steps I take

Year after year
I suffer more
Being ignored and hated
is not what I'm for

I am just young
there's no need for my hurt
You've seen me cry but
I'm still treated like dirt

I long for company
From a personal friend
But the more I explain it
The guiltier I am

I haven't a coin
Or a note as such
But a few extra dollars
wouldn't hurt you that much

But the daily abuse
and hatred from you
just gives me more choice
on what I should do

I could easily have
a police man on side
to take you away
so I don't have to hide

You think you are king
But you are just a fool
Who do you think you are
You are so far from cool

You are such a child
a manipulative one
who can't stand a chance
against me and my mum

Yeah serve me bad food
and call me bad names
but I am much too smart
for your childish mind games

You see me whisper
In my mothers right ear
but then you just mock us
and let out a sneer

I am happy that mum
can finally see
that your good for nothing
just vandalizing me....