STOP Suicide Poem

It is of a time when I had nobody to turn to and contemplated suicide. I eventually let myself open up and I have since overcome it.

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You Will Never Know

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Published: September 2009

You will never know how I feel inside,
The pain that still resides,
Happiness was once in my life,
Those days have long since ceased.

My body covered in holes,
One for every soul who hurt me,
I have begun to become transparent,
You can see right through me.

The lies, the anguish, the pain,
All of this shows,
The look in my eyes that never glows.

A face of desolate proportions,
One that shows every imperfection,
I can no longer hide myself from the world,
I can no longer feel this way inside,
If I continue I will die.

In a sense I have,
My blood is all around,
Splattered in a beautiful pattern,
Where in ecstasy I laugh and smile.

The pain is there still but it fades,
I deserve this hurt,
It makes me get thrills,
I feel everything and nothing at once,
Overcome with things I should leave be,
I will never understand them.

Now I must move on,
No more pain,
No more anguish,
No more lies,
No more me inside.

Goodbye from my inner self,
Hello from my outer self,
The one that I have locked away and imprisoned,
It will return and soon I will show you who I am,
My happiness is important so don't hurt me anymore,
I cant take the pain,
So Until I can ,
Goodbye

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  • Makayla by Makayla
  • 3 months ago

I really loved this poem. It made me cry my eyes out like a baby, and it makes me think of all the hard times I’ve gone through. I’ve had to deal with my best friend committing suicide, which made me even more depressed.

  • Liam by Liam, Canada
  • 6 years ago

This is a dark poem. A lot of people who write poems on suicide do so for attention. This poem speaks from the heart, you can feel the pain as if your own. Very nice to see something real.

  • Charm by Charm
  • 9 years ago

I thought I was the only person who sees life through such grim glasses. Most people cannot understand how real life is and how smiling does not always solve it all. Thank you for the authenticity of this piece it was inspirational in a weird way (everyone would not understand why-but I'm sure you do)

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