Friends I'm Sorry Poems - Page 2

Best friends should never have secrets
But I keep this one from you
Don't want you to think so badly of me
Our friendship is deep and true

The last 10 years of my life
Is the best it's ever been
We've laughed and cried together
We've made an excellent team

But I have this dark deep secret
The words I cannot speak
The way he likes to touch me
Sometimes when you're asleep

I lay there as if I'm dead
So he doesn't think I know
It's easier to deal with that way
He treats me like a hoe

I know how much you love him
The long years you've spent together
Can't bear to see you're heart ripped out
Not now not ever

So I'm truly sorry to hurt you
It's best if I don't say
I want to keep my best friend forever
Don't want to loose her this way

I want to thank you dearly
For being my best friend
Like the sister I never had
Hope we're together to the end

I always try and avoid him
So I don't make this any worse
But he knows what he's doing to us
It's disgusting and perverse

Best friends should never have secrets
But I keep this one from you
Don't want you to think so badly of me
Our friendship is deep and true

there was this one friend I could always trust
this one friend was always with us
he saved me in more ways than one
he made me smile when everything was wrong
then one day I screwed it all up
that day at the derby I think he heard me
I spoke from my heart as I was falling apart
as I pressed send I should have known it would end
I should have hit delete; then I wouldn't weep
I cried all the way home; I felt all alone
I want to tell him now
he's the only one my dad would allow
to talk to me at midnight
to see me in the daylight
does he realize
that in my eyes
there are tears from the many fears
of losing him forever?

If I said I was sorry would this friend of mine let me know in some way that he forgives me?  If not I completely understand I screwed up the one and only friendship that I NEVER wanted to lose.

I'm Sorry!