Do you think I like feeling this?
Afraid to look in the mirror and see a complete and total stranger?
Do you think I like looking at shattered glass and wondering
if that's what my heart looks like?...
My parents used to be very critical. I hated being around them and never shared my feelings with them as they would use it against me and make me regret opening up. But I feel conflicted for...
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Drowning in my misery
this life is hell it seems to me
and I don't think I can fight this anymore
Tears of hate of broken hearts...
You are loved! Like the song says, "God's not dead. He's surly alive. He's living on the inside, roaring like a lion."
Why I am so confused? Why is everything going to hell? Have I done something wrong? Have I messed up? I am losing everyone that I love... And I am losing myself... I am falling....Black is all around me... I always wanted to fly... but never to fall... my wings are broken, my halo has fallen. I am no longer and angel, horns replace my halo. And on my back not light fluffy wings but black tatter things. Changed to the ground, little room to move, on my knees I look up and see the things that owns my soul.
He is my master and I am his slave. Trapped in his world no where to go. He gives me a job, I have no choice but to accept. He tosses a shadow that falls at my knees and tells me to rise as my chains break. Without hesitation he tells place the shadow around my shoulders and never show my face. The shadow is my cloak, my invisibility, my shame.
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Wow. My chest hurt while reading this. This is so sad, keep it up, this is one of the greatest poems I've ever read in my life! I felt really emotional, but satisfied while reading this....
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When I smile deep inside I want to frown
when I laugh deep inside I want to cry
when you look into my eyes
You think every thing is alright...
Totally the way I feel and seems like no one can see it or even understand it. Feels like I'm totally alone!
She may seem alive
But she's dead inside.
How can one live
When the important things died?
This hit me hard. This is exactly what I felt every day. Without my "friends" I had nothing to think about. I felt numb. With them I can't think about what's happening inside my head.
No one knows how the heart truly feels inside
Sometimes in pain and agony
it suffers
and makes love have no where to reside...
This describes the way I feel every day. It is hard. We all know that. But sometimes, words of encouragement don't work. Well, this does.
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Why do I feel like no one understands?
Is this supposed to be God's master plan?
Am I supposed to feel so alone?
Feeling like this should not be condoned.
There's a monster inside of me, eating away at my smile,
He takes all my sadness and makes a file.
These files are all stacked up in my brain.
I feel the tears fall as I lay here and cry.
Nobody knows that all my happiness is a lie.
You see, I can't really smile; I haven't in a while.
I'm so torn as I sit alone in a lifeless jumble of secret thoughts,
Wanting to end this bitter pain for some relief,
Even momentarily.
It won't subside,
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