I'm not sure when it started or why it is so strong.
On the outside I seem happy. No one thinks anything's wrong.
But on the inside I am dying, screaming for someone to see
That the happy smile and carefree laugh is not the real me.
I am Olivia Albert-Putman. I am younger than most people think. I will not publicize my age, but I can share my story. I know what is like to feel pain. At this age I have felt more pain than...
She says she's okay
She says she's alright
She says she's forgiven you,
For what you did that night....
My boyfriend keeps threatening to kill himself, and I cried when I read this
Wow, the story Makayla told seriously made me cry. Since my almost-uncle killed himself, my best friend killed himself, and 3 more of my friends died in a plane crash. Anyways, I wrote this soon after I found out Chris had died, so it really shows my initial anger at him. I felt that same anger after my best friend killed himself, mainly because we were really close and I thought he would've told me something. I didn't even know he'd been depressed until it was too late to help him. My friend's brother killed himself a few years ago, and his birthday was a few days ago, so I might write something for him. Let me say one last thing. If you feel scared, depressed, angry, etc., and you don't see a way out, tell someone you trust. Life's too good to cut short.