I'm not sure when it started or why it is so strong.
On the outside I seem happy. No one thinks anything's wrong.
But on the inside I am dying, screaming for someone to see
That the happy smile and carefree laugh is not the real me.
I live with someone who has BPD. AND there is that feeling of loneliness when you feel you're the only one going through a situation. It's a life saver to have friends...any friends even just...
She says she's okay
She says she's all right.
She says she's forgiven you
For what you did that night,
I know I might be late with replying, but if this helps, talk to him to see what went wrong. I have been in your shoes before. My friend is threatening to kill herself, and she is only 13. I...
Wow, the story Makayla told seriously made me cry. Since my almost-uncle killed himself, my best friend killed himself, and 3 more of my friends died in a plane crash. Anyways, I wrote this soon after I found out Chris had died, so it really shows my initial anger at him. I felt that same anger after my best friend killed himself, mainly because we were really close and I thought he would've told me something. I didn't even know he'd been depressed until it was too late to help him. My friend's brother killed himself a few years ago, and his birthday was a few days ago, so I might write something for him. Let me say one last thing. If you feel scared, depressed, angry, etc., and you don't see a way out, tell someone you trust. Life's too good to cut short.