Nicole Brown

I was miserable until you.
The day that we met I was thinking of not going out at all.
Lucky I did because now I have you in my life.
I was sad, depressed, and didn't care about anything.
Then you showed up and turned my world upside down.
You turned my frown upside down.
No one has been able to do that in a long time.
I look at you and you look back.
You ask me what is wrong.
I say nothing. I've just been wondering where you have been all my life.
You say that you were wondering the same thing about me.
I smile and think that you are juts perfect.
I tell you:
Until you, I wanted my world to end.
Until you, I had nothing to look forward to in the day.
Until you, I was just part of the crowd.
Now that I have you, all of that is just is the opposite.
No one can ever change that.
Now that you are here,
You have completed me and my life.

I ask you to give me a good reason to be happy.
You say family is a good reason.
I say maybe for you and some.
Famliy doesn't make me happy.
You say friends.
I say maybe for you and some.
Friends don't make me happy.
You say good health.
I say maybe for you and some.
But, not for me.
You say love.
I say love may make you happy but not me.
I say it is totally worthless. 
I will be like every other teenager I will just pretend to be happy even though I'm not at all.
You say well if that is what makes you happy then do it.
I say but it doesn't make me happy at all.