How Could You

I wish you had never said those hurtful things.
You made me love and trust you.
I’m in such a dark place these days.
Because of you.
You gave me heaven than took it away.
I’m so sick I don’t eat anymore.
Because of what you said.
Every time I look in the mirror now.
All I see is a fat, ugly unhappy girl.
I keep trying to end it.
I don’t wanna live anymore.
You have made me feel dead.
Like I’m nothing.
How could you do this.
You promised you would never hurt me.
But out of everyone you have hurt me the most.
I hope one day someone makes you feel like you have made me feel.
I wanna forget the way you used to look deep in my eyes when you told me you loved me.
Because now I know it was all a game to you.
Everything you ever said was a lie.
I would of done anything for you.
And you did nothing for me.