I Love You....You Need To Go

I've been longing to hold you...
I've been longing to touch you...
I've been longing to kiss you...
and to feel your body next to mine...
but I know it's just a dream because you're a hundred steps away from me...

I don't know where it starts...
I don't know why I fell that fast...
I don't know the reason behind this smile...
all I know is you...just you...no one but you..

I've been holding on to your promises...
so many nights I tried to recall...
those words that I want to hold...until now...
until now...you are still in this heart of mine...

I love you...everyone can tell I do..
but I need to accept the reality that you need to go...
you need to achieve your dream...and that dream is not me...
you said your family needs you more than I do..

I need to stand. I need to go...but my knees are too weak...
I need to accept. I need to step...but every time I step it takes a hundred steps back to you...
I am foolish enough to try...can you please be mine?

I know I am pleading. I know I am begging...
but do you understand how I really feel...
my heart is beating...my heart is bleeding...
please don't go...please stay...

days passed...I know...my heart is aching...
but I know I am very much willing...
whether it's parting or forgetting...
I will let you win...