Published: Jan 2012
There were times in our life that we had it all
As the weather got colder my attention did shift
but I could never be ready for this.
Yes my attitude changed. Then you cut me so deep
Is it possible to push a woman to cheat?
So I pray not for gold nor for worldly riches
I pray for strength, wisdom and forgiveness
Did I not tell you enough how beautiful you are
Do I deserve the bleeding of this never healing scar
Would it be different that night if I said please don't go?
That me and the kids love you, that you're food for my soul.
But I didn't swore and hollered with names
Not knowing our love would never be the same
Then you told me what happened and I started to cry
And I felt like half of my spiritual body had died
As much as you're sorry, should I take some of the blame?
Should I forgive and forget? Would you do the same?
Is our marriage worth saving? Have I anymore to give this?
I ask the Lord for strength, wisdom and forgiveness