Published: Jul 2008
and I'm left with all these wondering questions of why?
Why can't we seem to get over the past,
and come together and be a whole at last?
Why won't you at least try to believe what I say,
instead of just pushing me away?
Why do I keep putting myself out there,
and you don't even seem to care?
I have these emotions I wish you would see,
so I wouldn't be left with the questions of,
"will he or won't he?"
Will he ever love me like he used to,
and give me the things I once knew?
Won't he see,
I feel I don't know him anymore,
and let himself go back to how he was before?
Will I still hurt when I heal,
or will he finally let me feel?