Sometimes

Sometimes I look at the stars, Lord, and wonder if you’re there
I have so many questions for you, I have so much to share
Sometimes I feel your presence, sometimes I feel you’re near
If I tell you how empty I feel, would you still be there to hear?
Sometimes I think back and realize how far I have come
From feeling like nothing, to feeling like “I’m the one!”
Sometimes I feel that the only one I can trust is “me”
If only I could trust again, Lord, “if only I could believe”
Honestly, Lord, I’m tired of being on the fence
And Honestly, Lord, sometimes things just don’t make sense
I’m asking you now, dear Lord, would you please
Send me something that is certain to convince me.
Sometimes I don’t think it’s fair to make us guess so much
And so much of all of this seems like it’s just luck
We are supposed to have faith, but not base it on much
I need more than that, I want something I can touch.
Sometimes I feel that you gave us a brain to use
But the more I use it, the more I am confused.