Published: Nov 2008
How long ago did I consider you a friend?
The pain in my heart has turned into fear.
I can't imagine life without you near.
I have known all along I love you too much.
I smother you and long for your touch.
I try to hide how much you mean to me.
Like a caged bird you want to be free.
I should have had other friends and interests too!
My friends I left so I wouldn't be away from you.
I guess I just need that one best friend to confide.
That friend that no matter what would be by my side.
I should have known that you wouldn't be.
You would never be that friend to me.
I shouldn't have allowed it to go on this long.
When I look in your eyes I see I was wrong.
I tried to force you to think like I do.
I wasn't a very good friend to you!