I loved this guy, who is my best friend and everything. I still love him but he don't love me...not the way I do him. He's helped me through suicide and a lot of hurtful memories but he doesn't …
Published: Apr 2012
I Would Die For You
But it's just a matter of time,
I can't keep going through life like this,
You will never be mine.
I will forever love you,
Though you don't feel the same,
You can't help who you fall in love with,
It's not a pick and choose game,
If I could tell you one final thing,
I wouldn't know what to say...
I have so many things to talk about,
But my life has just decayed.
I would tell you that I loved you,
Not that you would care,
So I would kiss your cheek and walk away,
And that would be my dare.
I can't keep going on like this,
My pain is just too much,
I would curl up in the corner,
Unmoving. Losing my sense of touch.
I'd let depression pull me under,
Like the sea with tidal waves,
Or hurt myself dramatically,
And join some other slaves.
I will do anything you ask of me,
Even apply a shining blade,
Let the crimson blood ooze down my neck,
My life isn't worth the save.
I would die for you my lover,
But only when you know,
I've never stopped loving you,
Since all those years ago...