Child Of Mine

I'm 12 years old and I lost my mother to breast cancer at 7. She was like my conjoined twin we never parted and being brought up in a Christian home I foolishly thought God would not let her die. For months she was transferred from hospital to another until my aunt told the doctors she would take care of her at home. I stayed with her at my aunt's, she went back to the hospital and was on life support, because of my age I was not allowed to see her in the hospital, but on the eighth of December I was allowed to see her. When I saw her my father told me she could hear me but could not respond and hearing that I cried the whole time and the next day she was gone and I can't help but think that maybe if I had talked and gave her hope she would be here today and I really wish I had said goodbye. Through this all I got baptized and now I tell my story to other's who need some inspiration and I hope you realize that god does everything for a reason you just have to find it god bless you.