Lost A Part Of Me

I lay next to you watching you lay
why couldn't I have done everything to make you stay.
I look back at all our smiles and frowns.
wondering how we made it through all the up's and down's.
I gently brush your hair behind your ear.
Loosing you was my one and only fear.
why do all things great come to an end.
you were my baby, my wife, even my friend.
how could I not see you slowly fading away.
I made myself believe everything was ok.
but I was too blind to see.
you were slowly slipping away from me.
now your gone you went away.
I am sorry for leading you astray.
but I must move forward and learn from my mistake.
I must learn to live with my heart ache.
thank you for letting be a part of your life.
I am glade to have had you for my wife.
always and forever baby you'll always be mine.
I'll always love you even past the end of time