I Love You Both

everyday it's hard to let you go,
soon they will be taking my heart out and stamping on it.
I failed at being you mum cause the drugs made me resent you
now I'm clean my heart aches for you.
I feel like I'm gonna hit rock bottom again
scared I'm not gonna hold you tight like you're my babies
I should of done a lot more for you both.
I'm gonna lose my life,
what for cause the drugs wanted to take control of me.
I don't want to say bye,
I want to be a mother to you both cause you're mine.
Your were made out of love and I love you more and more everyday.
I don't want you to forget who I am please,
I love you just want a second chance to be your mum again that's all.