When You Died

When you died my whole
World came crashing down
On me
I see you in my dreams,
Everywhere I look are the
Memories of you
It's been ten long years, but
It still feels like yesterday
That I lost you forever
I blamed myself, but I learned
That God needed you more than
We did, but why then?
I've been wishing I was dead for
A long time now, so I can join you
Up in heaven, is it really that?
Beautiful?
The day you died my life ended,
and I was only six.

*a true story about my mom,Roxane. R.I.P. mom*