Why

Why??

I'm scared right now,
I don't know what to do.
I just sit on my bed looking up,
At the ceiling crying my eyes out.
Thinking about today, and tomorrow.
wondering what it will ever bring me.
I tried to talk, but no one heard me.
I said something, but no one listened.
Wonder if my parents even love me.
I keep asking myself why?? why me??