Mum

I lost my mom almost 3 years ago. I'm 40 years old and married with kids. but my mom lived with us until she died. It's still so hard for me. I lost my dad when I was 12. I might be being a baby, I just wish I couldn't feel how I do feel right now. I know it makes no sense, just like this sentence. It's not like I cry everynight, but there are times I still get upset. that is how I feel tonight. I love you mom!

My mama just felt sick for a week and we took her to the hospital and a couple of days later about six in the morning my senior sister called and announced that she is dead. Even though I consider myself a grown up, I wept for every minute that it came into my mind. I even accused the Doctors of being the main couse of her death. She is my mother you know? And it was not easy to believe that she could walk herself into a hospital and never return home. I am still confused but I know God is taking better care of her now. I'll always love you mama

My Mum passed away a week ago today, the pain I feel is unbearable, no one expected it, no one had chance to say goodbye, she was only 57 and has left me and my 6 year old son behind. All I want is the chance to tell her I love her one last time.