Published: Jul 2009
If Only You Knew
but I am not sure that would change what you planned so long to do.
I had a funny feeling something was wrong,
when my cell phone went off at two in the morning- playing our song.
And then I woke to find that you had died,
but I couldn't find the tears or I would've cried.
Your parents loved you and they told you,
but that didn't stop what you planned so long to do.
You were a terrific person, a tough and determined guy
I never saw you worry and I never saw you cry.
I have wasted many tears on you,
I have prayed for you too.
But every day I wonder if you'd still be here if you knew,
if only you listened, you would have known I loved you too.