Abortion Poem

As a post abortive woman, I realize that the shame of my abortion kept me from revealing how an abortion really affected my life to others. It is our fear of admitting what we have done that separates us from God. If more women would come forward, we could reveal the truth about abortion and the life long pain it causes.

The Gift

© Marni Fults
I received a gift from a stranger,
A stranger I did not know
I had heard his name before,
But just in passing, so I let it go

I did not think it was a gift,
But rather a terrible burden
They said it was nothing I wanted,
Of this they were certain

I was told it was something bad,
And more then I could bare
No one mentioned it was precious,
It was as if they didn’t care

I sent the gift back to the stranger,
Where it came from up above
If only I had met him sooner,
I would have seen the gift was made with love

Instead I treated the gift like it was nothing,
I quickly sent it back
They told me I did the right thing,
But they left out an important fact

See the gift was made just for me by a stranger,
And God was his name
I had never even noticed him.
Yet he loved me just the same

He had created that precious gift,
Each piece he made by hand to my surprise
And yet I didn’t even see it,
My life was based on lies

When I found out what the gift contained,
And realized I had thrown it away
I believed I would always suffer,
And be punished everyday

But to my disbelief, that stranger
Who I had ignored and turned away
Created three more gifts for me
And sent them all my way

I begged for his forgiveness,
I prayed and felt his love
I wondered what had become of the first gift
Sent from above

I later learned the gift would remain
With our loving God and then
I would meet my baby in heaven,
And receive the gift again

I have no fear that I will not know
Which gift was meant for me
So many have been thrown away,
But mine I will surely see

For I have dreamed of my little boy
Whose eyes were big and bright
I will run right over to him,
And know him at first sight

I will say “Mommy loves you!”
I know that is how I’ll start
Then I will thank God for taking care of my baby
While we were so far apart

If I could just help one person,
See their gift contains such love
And that the life inside that little gift,
Came from God above

It would honor my precious baby,
Whose life was lost to a lie
It would stop the suffering of another child
And a mother who would otherwise be too scared to try

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Published: Aug 2009

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  • This story really touched me. Thanks for sharing this with the world.

    Sheila, Florida Submitted Feb 2010
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  • I loved this poem from the moment I read it. We have a presentation called Fine Arts at my school and I thought I would let you know I picked your poem to present.

    Phillip, United States Submitted Feb 2010
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  • Really sad.. but excellent! Touching!

    Addrienne Submitted May 2010
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  • This poem is so lovely, thanks for sharing and letting us know that God loves us so much and forgives us no matter the sins we commit.
    I wish people would help us by telling the truth that babies are to be cherish no matter how they came,
    thanks for such a lovely poems of hope

    Cyndi, Nigeria Submitted Jun 2010
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  • I admire your courage to come forth at the risk of being judged. I know the Lord has forgiven you, all of us for our sins. We have to learn to forgive ourselves. Thank you for sharing your story, just remember you are not alone.

    Monica, Houston Submitted Oct 2010
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  • This poem brought back many memories of my friends who have had abortions. I remember sharing the pain of their decision. But it's important to remember, as you do do well in your poem, that forgiveness is a profound gift from God as well. Good writing

    Gisele Submitted Oct 2010
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  • What a lovely poem! I admire you for being so brave in admitting that you abort your baby and that you are so sorry for what you did. I hope women out there who are planning to do the same thing of aborting her precious baby will be able to read your poem. God bless you and your three other gifts from God. ^_^

    Shella Marie, Philippines Submitted Oct 2010
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  • I Like this poem very much. It really touched my heart. Every body must read this poem.
    Thanks for sharing this poem with us.

    Narayani, Hyderabad Submitted Oct 2010
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  • Thank you for sharing your story, I absolutely loved it, I became pregnant at 18 and kept my daughter. Now my daughter 34 years later had her first daughter, you are very brave to share your story. thank you again it gave me Goosebumps!!!
    grandma of 4

    Patty, Henderson Minnesota Submitted Oct 2010
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  • I was so touched by this poem. I had an abortion October of 1996. I have never healed from my pain of having an abortion. My life has been built around the guilt and heartache of an abortion. No one told me the pain would never go away or hurt so bad. I also was told " I made the right choice". This poem is a reminder to me of God's love and I am not alone.

    My little Angel was a gift from God and a gift from the love of two soul's great love for each other. But like the author of the poem our life was also based on lies. My life was so unstable and I was to scared and confused to give a child a life. Looking back now there is nothing in your life's struggles that could ever compare to the heartache and pain of an abortion.

    To anyone who is considering abortion please try with every breath in you to give God's blessing of a child the gift of life.
    Our sweet little angel we will one day hold you in our arms.
    Mommy and Daddy love you......

    Julie, PA Submitted Oct 2010
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  • Hey there.
    I am 21 years old, and found out I was pregnant about 2 weeks ago.
    Sadly for me, I have been freaking out, the father is not with me, although he knows.
    So I have been of mixed mind, not sure what to do.
    I came on here to see other peoples stories, and when I found yours I began to cry.
    So although I am not sure I will keep my child, I am now 100% sure that I will give it a life.
    I realise there are 100's of people wanting children that can't have them, so maybe they will also find a gift in my child.

    Thank you again.

    Leeka, Brisbane, Qld, Australia Submitted Apr 2011
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  • That was a beautiful poem I have had many friends that have had abortion after abortion and I have asked them not to but they just wouldn't listen to me because they are only 16 and 17. They still want to continue school and I even told them that they have many choices to choose for their baby. They could keep the baby or they could put it up for adoption. But that abortion should be only a last resort... I'm glad that you was able to come out and say what you have said in you beautiful poem. If you don't mind I'm going to use your poem to show them about how that a baby isn't only a human it is also a gift as you had said, and that they should cherish it.

    Cathern, Denver Colorado Submitted May 2011
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  • My Two lost Souls
    I held your life in my hands
    Your tiny hearts never knowing you fate
    The choice I made was not with haste
    But with sadness remorse a choice I hate
    The guilt and pain will never go away I think of my angels on every date
    Taking your life's ripped me apart and I will forever have a hole in my heart
    If I could turn back time I would in an instance
    But that's a choice I can not make
    For me I got the gift I deserve the pain the guilt
    My broken heart
    For my babies I will never meet
    mummy xxxx

    Emma Watkiss Submitted Sep 2011
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  • I had an abortion and it was a relief. I do not regret my decision and will fight for other women to have the opportunity to make THEIR own decisions about their body. Your grief is very valid. My joy at being able to abort and my relief are also valid.

    Comala666 Submitted Oct 2011
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  • I am not religious at all, I don't believe in a god or heaven but your poem is truely touching. I have been through a similar experience and live with grief nothing makes the pain go away but knowing that there are people like me out there makes me feel not so alone.

    Anon. Ire. Submitted Jan 2012
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  • I killed my baby at two months because a guy told me it was a good idea. Now everyday I regret my decision and wish I could take it back but I can't.

    Brittnay Submitted 1/31/2013
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