my life was a mess
my head constantly spinning
I didn't know what to do
so I prayed for a new beginning
I wished for you
but when my wish came true
I didn't have a clue what to ..........

I received a gift from a stranger,
A stranger I did not know
I had heard his name before,
But just in passing, so I let it go

I did not think it was a gift,
But rather a terrible ..........

It's so hard for me to try and find that right words to say.
I'm sorry we never got the chance to meet,
the chance to see your tiny body and hold your tiny feet.

I have an image of you ..........

The baby's conceived,
Without being planned.
A night of passion,
With an unknown man.

The girl is distraught,
The man is long gone.
The intimate moment,
Does not linger ..........

My sweet, wonderful child

What color were your hair and eyes?
How soft was your face?
I think that you’re the best there is
I’m sure you think I’m a disgrace.

Would you have ..........

To my angel in the sky
because of me you had to die
I was weak and selfish and now it's too late
It wasn't my choice to decide your fate
Now I will never see your beautiful face ..........

I can't believe I took your life
I know now and I knew then, I had no right.
It was a selfish choice than I made.
I chose myself when your life, I could have saved.
I thought it would be ..........

Nine months are slowly getting close,
I am surrounded by the blanket of yours;
Slowly I am growing in your womb,
Please don’t send me to the tomb;
Oh mother, can’t you hear my ..........

You were inside me but only for a while
Only in my dreams do I embrace your smile.

In my thoughts I see you, my bleeding heart is torn
for my darling little baby who would never be ..........

It is hard to find the words to say,
I miss you everyday,
You were only apart of me for a while,
And now I can only dream of your smile,
Life was the gift you didn't receive,
Mommy and ..........