Nevermore

My hubby passed only a month ago, we were only married 18 months and has so many plans for this summer and bike trips to take, we love to ride, dance and just be together, I feel like a knife has stabbed me in my heart and it bleeds for him. My true soul mate, I know that you will be waiting for me when my time comes, but I will learn to ride our bike and feel you in the wind, and I will ride for us both. I love you Larry Pacheco

I lost my sweet husband November 21, 2012 we were going to celebrate our 13th year, it hurts so bad I want him back... but I know he is with heavenly father and he was a body repairman so I know that heavenly father need him to repair his hot rod. I will be with him someday soon... until then babe save a cloud for me love you Craig Ross

I lost my husband on February 18th, 2010 to lung cancer from asbestos, he was the best thing that has ever happened to me besides the birth of my son, there is not a day that goes by that he is not in my thoughts, I miss him so much and would give anything to have him back with me, we only had 3 years together but those were the best 3 years of my life, the only thing that helps is to know that one day I will see him again!!! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH STACEY, RIP MY LOVE.

My husband passed away on July 10,2012 on Our Son's 24th Birthday. I found him passed out on the floor around 5:30 he got up and seemed fine. Our son left for work around 6:45 am and Our bedroom alarm went off a little before 9:00 am and he was lying next to me in bed. I hit the snooze button and then got up and tried to wake him. I called 911 and they came and work on him. They took him to the ER but it was to late they couldn't revive him. That's the day my husband passed away and things have never been the same since. My grief and sorrow is so overwhelming even thou I know my husband is in Heaven and is finally at peace for the first time in his life. My heart just aches to see him once last time and to say "I love you and see you in heaven." but I never got to say a word. He was gone when I woke up and he didn't. After 28 years he went somewhere without me that I can't follow until it's my time. Goodbye, Husband I'll see you when God calls me home.
Love you and miss you,
Your loving Wife

My husband, Andy, passed away on April 14, 2012. We were married for 31-1/2 years and my life is so incredibly empty without him. His body was ravaged from almost 42 years with juvenile diabetes, and although I couldn't bear to see him suffer, I can hardly bear to go on without him. Life does go on, and I am aware of the healing that is taking place in my heart, but still the pain of grief is almost unbearable. NEVERMORE...will he say, "Babe...your alarm keeps going off; you really need to get up or you'll be late to work." or "Don't cry, Honita, or you're going to get a headache." Funny the silly little things that I miss as much as the big things.

On February 22,2012-Ash Wednesday-I lost my soul mate of 32 years. He came home from work around 5:15pm, sat on the couch and we were just talking then I heard a sound that came from him I turned and him and his head was leaning to his chest and bubbles were coming from his mouth-I screamed and yelled for my daughter to call 91. I pulled his head up shouted his name then I slapped his face and he looked at me with his big blue eyes and said "what's wrong?" and he slouched back over with the bubbles still coming from his mouth. I pulled him to the floor and started chest compressions - the more I pushed the more the bubbles came he was gone in my arms. Finally the EMT's came they worked on him for an hour in my living room-there was no getting him back. I tell this story to all-when I was born my birthday landed on Ash Wednesday-my husband died on Ash Wednesday-I had him cremated-he was cremated on my birthday.

On August 2, 2012, I lost my loving husband of 21 years. He got home around 7:30 pm from work that night, we talked for about 15 minutes or so and I gave him a hug and told him that I loved him. I went out with a friend to the exhibition and I came home about 4 hours later and found him on the floor. I will never forget that awful night. He had a heart attack only 43 years old. I knew has soon as I found him it was too late but I still tried everything until the EMS arrived. I relive that night everyday. I lost my Soulmate, My Bestfriend, The father of our 2 beautiful children and I will never understand. Our lives forever changed in a split second. We are trying to do the best we can. I have taken leave from work. I struggle everyday and try to stay strong for our kids. I show a lot of my emotion behind closed doors. I know I will never be the same and I know one day we will be together again, but it is still very hard. Love And Miss You Forever And Always Tim

I lost my husband suddenly on 25th march 2013, suddenly in Worcester hospital, and if they had scanned him when they said he would still be here, and I'm finding it so hard to think if they hadn't of been TOO BUSY he would be here, the pain and anger is unreal , I love and miss you Ken so very much xx