Poems by K. Stan Tinos

Our pulse isn't broken; it's charge
no words dare explain:
Jagged thoughts like live wires, thunderous, unbarred,
a primal cry in dawn's cold flame
or midnight's hum. We dive, we plunge
through searing highs and crushing lows,
where feeling drowns what reason chose,
that cautious voice, a measured lunge.

Not "sadness." Not quite "joy" expressed.
Like neon rain on streets unblest,
a mind aflame with stars confessed,
where clock-hands stutter, halt, arrest.
Some days we're maelstroms, fierce and wild,
Some days mere embers, cooled, unlit.
No measured metronomes are we,
we fracture, bend, remake the script.

So feel it raw, that voltage surge
through synapse-storms in rogue design:
Minds that race, then crash and purge,
senses that scream, unconfined.
Not unhinged, but tuned to soul
that thrums beneath the surface calm:
A chaos ancient, bold, and whole,
our difference is the lightning's psalm.

No cure required. No "fix" to find,
just hands to hold when darkness slips.
We ride the swell, unbound, maligned,
while the world sleeps with sealed lips.
For every mind that veers off-grid,
a cosmos logic never kissed.
We're a storm forged through mortal flood,
Humming: We exist.

I wander lonely where the trees
Stand tall with hearts of stone; their shadows creep
Across the dampened earth. My weary knees
Bear weight of years, each step etches deep
Swoons upon the grass, through twilight halls,
Like cathedral aisles, I move without reprieve.
The mockingbird from barren branches calls,
While skylarks sing their hymn to darkened skies.
Though spring returns, hope's voice to silence falls;
A hollow pleading wind that moans and dies.
Where summer light once drenched the meadow's face,
Now poppies weep, and leafless forests sigh.
My voice, a shattered chalice, spills its grace
Of bitter prayers the wind will never hear.
"O lovers lost at mercy's gate,
O robin, sing! Hope, persevere!"
I call, yet the hollowness won't abate.
No solace warms from winter's hearth; its chill,
A deceptive flicker, bewails the blighted ground,
The sterile dream-seeds in the frozen field.
Fate, by what bleak star? What forfeit has been found?
What invisible chain holds this soul bound?
What potion, oath, what storm that cast its die?
No whisper of forgiveness stirs this stagnant pond.
No gentle breezes stir the unyielding sky;
Only these arms that, empty, grasp the air,
Embracing shades that only memory claimed,
The ghost of warmth, the form once cherished there,
A touch now ash... irreparably maimed.

The nymph once danced in golden air,
A whirl that swept through autumn's glade;
She wove her joy with fleeting care,
Through fern-lit haze and twilight shade.
The meadow sighed--its hush laid bare,
By hymns she spun in soft ballet.

In every swirl, both shade and sun
Entwined above with trembling grace;
Her mirth and grief became as one,
A dream no time could yet erase.
She danced of springs not yet begun--
I watched, spellbound, her fleeting trace.

The heart makes gold from tender rain,
From petals kissed by dawn's embrace;
Now she glides through the woods again,
Her presence warms the misted place--
Her dance unbinds each buried chain;
Today, I tread where echoes race.

And--even our brightest hours gleam
With ghosts of bliss too bright to last.
Her dance, now but a fading dream,
Resounds across the haunted past.
Her spirit bends--a willow tree--
Weaving new life where brooklight casts.

In every twirl, the moon and sun
Entwined above in trembling skies.
All mirth and grief were forged as one;
All ache dissolved in sweet disguise.
She danced of love not yet begun--
And I, spellbound, traced her rise.

The heart spins gold from balmy rain
And blooms in May's profuse array.
Now she glides through the woods again,
Her celestial form ignites the day--
Her dance unbinds each buried chain;
Today, I weep where shadows sway.

Yet still--the brightest hours gleam
With ghosts of bliss too bright to last.
Her dance, now but a fading dream,
Becomes an echo from a haunted past.
Her spirit bends--a willow tree--
Weaving new life where brooklight streams.

Too veiled, O Lord, Thy shadowed path,
To guard my soul from life's cruel form--
Thorns enflamed by Heaven's wrath,
Crush blooms beneath Your raging storm.

Each lantern's wane, a ghostly breath,
Reveals the shades' relentless dance:
Lost lovers bound to twilight's death,
Their vows devoured by the void's expanse.

The lilacs bleed to spectral mist,
Where willows bow and softly weep,
While maples dye the clouds' gray twist--
Torment's crest no grace may keep.

In wars where mortal cries are cleaved,
And maidens shrouded in ashen plight--
No saints arise, no heavens grieve;
Souls condemned to endless night.

Too dim, O King, Thy distant grace,
To quell this spirit's fevered trance--
This road erodes the sacred trace,
As specters weave their grim romance.

"Flee!" I plead, yet dread their state,
For flesh bears sin's eternal stain.
"Cold shades--too frail, too lost, too late
To cross the void toward Hell's domain!"

Descend, O King, through soot and pyre,
Where doubt rends faith's unraveled seam--
Though empires fall and screams conspire,
I clutch the oath, Your burning gleam.

Bodies caged where freedom's hymn once thrummed--
not iron, but the venomous rasp: you do not belong.
What marrow lingers when tenderness is rationed to crumbs,
and brothers gnaw tongues to gorge on dust?

A mother's breath shatters on midnight's teeth,
her labor a requiem--sons bartering joy for hollow steel.
Yet in the cracks, courage roots: fingers knotting fingers,
not in war-cries, but the silent liturgy of survival.

(Do you see it? The fault-line in the glass--
one tongue chants psalms, another croons the sea's lament.
Both veins bleed the same ancient river,
yet currents twist apart
as thunderheads loom, parched for rupture.)

Another mother cradles bruises like relics,
her lullaby the creak of deadbolts, the rasp of keys.
Love, once a hearth, now ash pressed into concrete--
a father's smoke-choked dreams stain the ceiling,
while children tally scars like stars,
charting galaxies of want.

They say a boy sprinted through Eden's ghost,
his sneakers pounding a dirge into dawn's throat.
Bullets outran his pulse--
another anthem gutted by sirens.

This soil remembers the first tongue it silenced.
Still, we till seeds into its gashes. Look--
the elders stitch wounds into wisdom:
survival is a dialect.
Mourn not the fallen,
but the fists clenched so long
they've forgotten how to cup a cheek,
how to breathe: you are mine.

Streets seethe with poison.
Syringes christen cribs.
A mother's howl dissolves in static.
But here, in the wreckage, a sapling claws through:
To love in this scorched world--
is to riot.

(Can you hear it? The hum beneath the havoc--
a thousand voices thrumming: we are still here.
Beneath hatred's eclipse,
the sun is a stubborn verb.
Clutch your kin. Even shadows
are born from light.)

Come with me, O my sweet love!
The golden dawn in silence breaks--
a hush enfolds the dreaming grove,
as Earth from shadowed slumber wakes.
The wind intones a whispered spell,

a tale of joy that paints the sky--
O hold me close, lest Heaven spy
two souls where once one soul did dwell.
Your eyes--twin flames subdued by pain--

now trace delight where grief has lain.
Come, flee with me--O love, take flight!

The morning pales, its light outshone--
the Sun, in crimson fury crowned,
shreds the last veil the dark had thrown
and floods the hush with roaring sound.

The trembling leaves, like ghosts, arise
to murmur truths the night concealed;
while echoes haunt the glade and hill,

and vow what dawn has now revealed.
Fly, fly with me--on wings untamed--
to heights where raptured voices sing,
and time dissolves in boundless flight.

Why veil the day in borrowed gold
when Beauty burns, though pale and true?
The lily bends--its grace untold--
no art could shape such bloom anew.

Let not false garlands dim the flame
that stirs within your quiet breast--
for Love, when chained by pride or shame,

becomes a jest, not Honor's guest.
Let sorrow fell and time release--
O love, come now--our souls complete!

The sun rises
not by duty, but by request,
its golden fingers stretching
only when the clouds consent.

Love, ancient and pure,
flickers as a timid flame,
its warmth conditional--
a gaze returned,
its strength measured in exchange.

Justice, sworn to fairness,
peeks from beneath her veil,
her scales swayed by whispers,
tipped toward the highest bidder.

Kindness--why must we keep score?
A hand extended,
yet a ledger waits in shadow,
each act a debt to be repaid.

And truth--oh, fragile truth--
we let you dim,
once so radiant,
now you shuffle in tattered rags,
your voice drowned
by half-truths and convenient lies.

Even the stars, once eternal,
are now reduced to currency,
their light spent on fleeting clarity,
while the earth trembles beneath,
burdened by the weight
of all these conditions,
all that remains unspoken.

Why do we walk this fragile stage,
our virtues tethered to strings,
our hearts ensnared
in this theater of compromise,
where nothing is true,
nothing absolute,
and everything--
everything--
is for sale?

Her hand once held the silver moon on high,
A vow unspoken in the night's embrace.
Now vacant winds through hollow chambers cry,
And love's ardent glow has fled without a trace.
The bed, once warmed by her impassioned sigh,
Now bears the chill where fervor burned away.
No voice disturbs the hush of last goodbye--
But silence mocks the dreams of yesterday.

Her chestnut tresses, soft as woven thread,
Once tangled through my fingers, light as air.
Now severed strands lie where our visions bled,
And all that's left is time's unyielding glare.
Her eyes, twin torches guiding fortune's tide,
Now coldly turn, unmoved by love ignored.
Where Chronos grinds to dust what Fate has tried--
She walks unbound, while I stray, unmoored.

I call her name--O night, your cloak denies!
No echo stirs, no presence lingers near.
Her lips, now foreign, bloom in other skies,
Their phantom touch still whispers in my ear.
A golden thread once bound her soul to mine,
Now snapped and lost upon the heedless main;
Yet in the gloom where lost hopes entwine,
Her visage smiles, immune to love's refrain.

Like dawn that gilds the sky yet brings no heat,
She slips beyond the grasp of what has been.
I reach, I plead, but luck will not repeat--
No touch, no shadow stirs where love had seen.
Yet in the hush where sorrow silent lies,
A whisper lingers, frail as autumn wind,
For love once lost still sings where longing dies,
A ghost that haunts, yet never hopes to mend.

Once within a midnight dreary, cloaked in shadows, cold and weary,
Wandered I through halls long buried, bound by guilt and nothing more.
Phantom whispers, gently calling, through the darkened chambers crawling,
Echoed tales of hearts appalling, haunt my soul forevermore-

By the marble bust, a raven, black as night and none forgiven,
Perched and watched me with damnation, fixed upon my chamber door.
"Foolish poet," spoke the specter, mocking as my sins did fester,
"All you've touched is lost and shattered, love shall bloom for you no more-"

In the cold and flickering fire, shadows dance in dark desire,
Pale-faced maidens, grieving, weeping, mourned the past I'd left deceiving,
In their hearts, my crimes still weaving; love replaced by pain once more.
Cursed am I, their haunting voices echo through my soul's deep core-

Time stood still, its toll unspoken, time stood still, my will lay broken,
Bound to chambers dark and frozen, yearning for what came before.
Roses wilted, crimson bleeding, withered dreams in silence pleading,
Yet the raven, never heeding, watched me with a gaze that tore-

Now I wander, spirit shattered, lost the one who truly mattered,
Through the halls where shadows scattered, haunted by my sins of yore.
Every step is weighed with sorrow; no redemption, no tomorrow,
Just the raven's coldest hollow: "Love shall bloom for you no more-