Derek S. Weaver

My mind is a whirlwind
Imagining life without you is a devastating thought
Imagining life with you seems like heaven on earth

At this very moment
You're off finding who you are
Your scars hold you down tight
But you want to let go
And fly like a leaf in the wind

I however...I sit here
Knowing exactly what I want
I sit like a heavy stone that can't move
The truth is; I don't want to
Just in case you decide to come back and find me

So go explore your precious heart
Find the peace to heal your soul
I do want you to know however
That a day without you
Feels like a lifetime of darkness and cries

Let me assure your precious mind
That just like a heavy stone
I'm solid, true and reliable
So I'll sit here waiting patiently
I'll never move away from you

You can count on me
To always be right here
For you...
Forever...

When I'm missing you,
I feel a million miles away.
I long for your touch.

When I'm missing you,
I miss that angelic voice
And the laughter that comes with it.

When I'm missing you,
I imagine your lips connecting with mine
And your arms embracing me.

When I'm missing you,
I feel the distance
That separates you from me.

When I'm missing you,
I can't imagine my life without you.
No more separation.

When I'm missing you,
I know when the time is right
I'd get down on bended knee.

When I'm missing you,
I sometimes dream of you and me,
Happily ever after.

But sometimes...

When I'm missing you,
My heart gets heavy
Not knowing for sure if you miss me.

When I'm missing you,
I often wonder if we'll ever be together
Or if you even care.

When I'm missing you,
I wonder if I just fill the void
That fills the hole in your heart.

Sometimes...

When I'm missing you,
The thought crosses my mind...
Will you ever love me like I love you?

I feel a heaviness on my heart
It's a mixture of emotions and feelings
The butterflies overtake my chest
It only happens when I think of you
I get scared and nervous
Because it's too late for me
I've fallen deep into the abyss of your love
I keep sinking deeper and deeper
It scares me because I'm reaching out for you
I'm longing for your grip
To pull me up into your arms
Or maybe you'll dive into the abyss of my love
Maybe we'll sink together
We can breathe life into each others souls to survive
Because that's what true love does
I'm longing for the day
To hear those three beautiful words
That will pierce my heart forever
To hear "I love you"
Will weld my soul into yours
You'll be treated like the angel you are
Miraculously created by God Himself
Reach out for me
Because I'm looking for you
Deep in the abyss of your love