Janessa

I was so comfortable
thought I could tell you
anything, but that one
day at your house
playing in the
slip-n-slide in my
swim suit. my cousins
were there, yet they
had no clue, when
we were playing hide-n-seek,
you grabbed me, threw
me on the bed
and did things
when I told you
no, a couple years
pass and the trust
is still gone, nothing
will ever be the
same, one day at
your house, you're
drunk off your
ass and you promise
me you won't touch
me again, yet two
weeks later you're
teaching me how to drive
and you break your
promise, you're
the reason I'm not
comfortable around
guys, the reason
I'm scared of the
Dr's the reason
I don't trust
any other guys
the reason I can't
be myself anymore!
I blame you!!!
I was young and
didn't know any
better, yet you still
took advantage of
me, I just want
to know why, but
you won't tell me!!!!!!!!!

every time I see
you, you're smiling.
every moment I'm
with you, you're
smiling like everything
is perfect.
every time I kiss
you, you're smiling.
every time you hold
me in your arms
and I look up, you
look back down and smile :)
every time we
talk on the phone
I can tell you're
smiling with every
word you say :)
there isn't a
time that I
can remember
when you haven't
smiled; you're always
so happy. I love
that about you!
When I'm around
you and you
smile, I tend
to get the
butterflies; you
make me so happy.
you've healed my
broken heart and
sealed the cracks
with your love.
every time you
smile, kiss me,
hold me, tell me
you love me
and hold my hand,
I am reminded of
how lucky I
am and how amazing
you truly are. :)
I guess you
can say that
I'm giving you
my heart to hold
and all the love
I could possibly
give you!!