Rebekah

I wish you had never said those hurtful things.
You made me love and trust you.
I'm in such a dark place these days
Because of you.
You gave me heaven, then took it away.
I'm so sick I don't eat anymore
Because of what you said.
Every time I look in the mirror now
All I see is a fat, ugly, unhappy girl.
I keep trying to end it.
I don't wanna live anymore.
You have made me feel dead,
Like I'm nothing.
How could you do this?
You promised you would never hurt me,
But out of everyone, you have hurt me the most.
I hope one day someone makes you feel like you have made me feel.
I wanna forget the way you used to look deep in my eyes when you told me you loved me,
Because now I know it was all a game to you.
Everything you ever said was a lie.
I would have done anything for you,
And you did nothing for me.

I have always loved you
When we were younger
You would pretend I wasn't your sister
Why did you do that
I just tried to love you
I was always there for you
Or whenever you needed me
When they put you away
It was me who cried every night
'Cause I missed you
I didn't want you in there
I wanted you home where you belonged
I would always try and make you laugh
Whenever your eyes were full of tears
I would never hurt you like you're hurting me
I'm in such a dark place at the moment
I need you now
You're my sister, why can't you be there
I tried calling, but no answer, as usual
I turned to the blade, I tried not to
I reached out to you and mum
But of course you guys were too busy
I'm getting better now
It's hard sometimes
'Cause I just don't wanna live
I can't try anymore
I give up
You're my sister but no longer
You won't try or even care
So this is goodbye
I don't know why you don't love me
But that doesn't matter now
I'm sorry for anything I did
Or didn't do