Mind In Chaos

Mind is in chaotic confusion,
I believe yet not delivered,
All around me but me,
Yet by force I get by,

Wish to die yet undying,
Hopeless, miserable,
Grief stricken, lonely,
Yet self standing,

Trusting is poison,
Love is a dagger to the heart,
Man is human slavery,
Family is a two-faced entity,

Self is destruction and patheticness,
Deliverance is ageless,
And madness is my redeemer.