Alyssa

I miss you so much
You don't have a clue
You were like a brother
now my heart is in two
I think about you constantly
can't get you off my mind
I understand it was destiny
but you were so sweet and kind
I know you're in a better place
but yet my heart keeps crying
you were so sweet and innocent at time
and inside my body is dying
but I know I'll have to move on
because it is what you would want
you would want me not to cry
but to be happy and live a wonderful life
and I'll always remember that place where you lay
and hopefully I'll see you
on my very special day

I loved the way you stared at me, looking deep into my eyes.
I loved the way you smiled at me, showing those pearly whites.
I loved the way the way you talked to me your voice sounding so pure.
I loved how I told you everything, this I know for sure.
I loved the way we got competitive when we played those computer games,
I loved how we spent all year together, and you never not once changed.
Yes, sometimes you had your moods, but they never lasted long,
I always cheered you up, because we always got along.
I loved everything about you in every possible way
and the truth is I'm still in love today.