You used me.
I thought you were the key,
But the truth is that you used me,
So now I will never be free.
I thought you loved me,
But I was totally wrong,
I thought you were my forever,
I thought you were my song.
Now I lay here in a crumpled mess,
Now feeling totally -less.
You used me,
And used is all I'll ever be.
The person I loved lied to me. He moved so fast. His first "I love you" was only a week in. I should have seen it coming, but I was dumb, insecure, and so thrilled that he cared for me back...
You Used Me
Published: February 2011
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Even though it was a long time ago, it is still real today whenever I feel down. I met a girl, my first love! Being from a staunch Catholic family, I was taught to regard each relationship as one that would culminate in marriage!! I did not take advantage of her, but we pushed lines being under the misguided impression that we were going to get married! Later I realized that I was an experiment in human anatomy and that I was a lab rat. IT HURT TO MY VERY CORE and until now I feel tainted and being a romantic (SILLY ME), I still feel violated and cheap.
How can one use the words I LOVE YOU and then treat the other unsuspecting partner that way and still expect you to accept that you were only a piece of the action? Recently she visited me with her husband and I treated her with respect, BUT I so wanted to tell her how deeply she had hurt me! Never use those words to someone who is sensitive but alas they do not care one bit!