You said you didn't love me.
You said you didn't care.
You said I wasn't worth it,
And then you gave me a stupid stare.
I told you that was fine.
I told you I didn't mind.
I told you I wasn't upset,
And with that you left me behind.
Now I think about what happened
As I cry myself to sleep.
I tell myself that I'll be fine
And that I shouldn't have to weep.
I tell my family I am happy.
I tell my friends I'm OK.
But what I really am feeling
Inside of me is starting to go grey.
I should have told you I loved you.
I should have told you to stay.
But you said you didn't want to anymore,
And you turned away.
Now as we talk,
We joke, laugh, and play.
You think I've moved on,
While inside of me I am screaming, "STAY!"
You said you didn't love me.
I said I didn't care.
As I think about and regret it,
I know what we have we don't share.
I'm a sophomore, and when I was in 6th grade, I liked a guy, and we would always flirt. Then in 7th grade we started dating, but it was the worst relationship. We wouldn't talk to each other...
Should Have Told You I Loved You
Published: November 2013
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I never felt that way like you do. but I am always alone. My family would ask why am I doing this, why am I doing that, but they never ask me if I am okay or if something is wrong. I always felt alone. I was going through depression.