I'm the girl who hides behind a smile every day.
I'm the girl who has a tough exterior,
But that's not who I really am.
I'm the girl who has a lot of problems
But doesn't share one thing.
I'm the girl who keeps everything bottled up.
Sometimes I just need someone to talk to.
Someone to care about me.
Someone to listen to my problems.
Someone to hold me when I cry.
Someone to love me.
Nobody knows the real me.
Nobody knows what I go through every day.
Nobody knows what I have to do just to make it through the day.
Nobody knows that I'm the girl who isn't who I say I am.
And I'm the girl who will cry herself to sleep every night.
Feeling Lonely Poem
It feels that it was written for me. With an exterior as tough as a man showing no feelings, I am a girl who gets scared in the night due to a nightmare or does something out of cuteness. But...
And I'm The Girl
Published by Family Friend Poems June 2011 with permission of the Author.
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I know that this is from 7 years ago, and you're much older now, but I deeply relate to you. I'm a 15 year old girl and constantly feel lonely. I don't have anyone I actually relate to in real life, someone I can open up to and connect with. Some I can fall in love with and connect with. I always bottle all my emotions, blink away tears and hide my disappointment. My whole life feels like an act of letting go. I wish that when I'm older things will change, and I won't always feel like this anymore. I hope I'll have someone I can hold onto, for once.