How are you feeling? What's going through your mind?
Is that dream you're dreaming hurting deep inside?
You wake up hearing yelling, yelling in your room,
You wonder who it is, then you realize it is you.
You thought you were dreaming and you woke up feeling scared,
But the feelings were real and you realized he was in your bed.
You wonder if anyone heard, heard you scream and shout,
But you realize you're alone and no one will help you out,
You're helpless and afraid, just a lonely little girl.
You want to be saved, but shhh, we're not supposed to tell.
Poem On Confronting The Pain Of Childhood Trauma
It happened to me as a small child from 5 till I was 8 by my great uncle. I never told anyone. Now I'm a mom and 33. I fail at relationships.and don't trust letting my kids with most guys....
The Nightmare Of Abuse
Published by Family Friend Poems March 2012 with permission of the Author.
I love the line "But you realize you're alone and no one will help you out." Because I knew that no one even cares about me, even my family I don't feel their love from them, it's like I'm nothing to them. Thank you for this poem I appreciated it.