So much anger is wrapped around my heart,
Compressing my blood to stop it from flowing delicately,
Tears drizzle down my bone cheeks as I bite my soft lips to avoid screaming.
My heart is pierce, sharp hater and jealousy,
I loosely open to those I thought I love.
I couldn't feel sorrow and despair,
I lay in the earth soil.
My tears fill a pond beside my tomb, I shut my eyes to seal the hole,
Nothing shelters me, but the tall grass concealing the land.
No one to see or feel the presence of my absence,
I blindly lose sight of where I am, deeply buried within nature's ground.
I hear cheers above my head,
Laughter of play,
Yet, I peacefully don't move or stir.
Is anyone there?
I shall not know,
So I gracefully shut my eyes, my heart feels a heavy burden.
What anguish?
I did not know such a merry place.
Sometimes people just aren't able to see the bigger picture. When the people we love so much don't seem to care about us as much as we care about them it hurts more than they know. I...
Concealment
Published by Family Friend Poems February 2011 with permission of the Author.
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Sometimes people just aren't able to see the bigger picture. When the people we love so much don't seem to care about us as much as we care about them it hurts more than they know. I couldn't possibly understand the situation fully, but maybe you could see if she was willing to get together and work through the rough stuff. You could also try asking her what her side was on the issue and after listening gently tell her yours. Normally the truth is somewhere in the middle. Just some ideas. No matter what the outcome may be, just know that you are not alone. Even when people fail to care for us there is always a God in the sky who loves us and is always with us. You are in my prayers. I hope that is helpful in some way, hang in there.